October, you were a whirlwind; blowing in, spinning me ‘round a few times, and leaving so much behind. You stirred up so much emotion in me: From joy that caused me to get up and dance, to sorrow that had me lying on the floor sobbing. You were such a mirror for me.
You made me want to get back in touch with my therapist, that’s for sure. THE PAST was definitely your theme. So many situations in recent weeks have made me ask, “Why now?” The answer I’ve settled on is “It was time”.
I’ve said it before, so forgive me if I bore you by saying it again, but I believe the Universe gives us exactly what we need exactly when we need it. Maybe I am just now at a point where I can recognize the events of the past few weeks for what they are--opportunities to further my growth and understanding of myself. If things had happened at any other time, would I have been ready to learn, or even see these events how I am seeing them now? I don’t believe so.
Also, there’s the little matter of my art. The 11 canvases I’ve created recently are not just fabric, paint, and paper - they are my heart, my soul. Prior to the creation of this latest work, I’ve only painted sporadically, and then there was no real connection to what ended up on the canvas when I was done. Maybe I needed these recent life events to crack me open, to leave me raw, so that the emotion would have no choice but to spill out onto whatever I touched.
And this day...I have to mention this day! This cool truck was parked at a local art show I attended. I forgot to take any other pics but did manage to snap a few of the truck on my way out. I specifically went to meet Dani, of dani keith designs, who up until now I had only met online. She was lovely and I'm thrilled that I now own one of her pieces:
I also met Andrew Sedberry aka the Bloody Brother and went nuts for his work. I got two pieces:
I also visited a friend I hadn't seen in a while, stopped in at the gallery, went to the herbal shop to stock up on handmade soaps and lotions, got quite a bit of work done, and had a wonderful dinner! A simply fabulous day.
My show is next Saturday and I am, surprisingly, calm about it so far. I've got quite a bit more to do, but I'll get there. And today (since I'm writing this at 1:15 am) is Samhain! Otherwise known, by most, as Halloween--my favorite day of the year! I have a tradition of lighting a fire in my fire pit on this night, sitting alone, and contemplating the year that has passed and all those that have played a part in it. And what a year it's been! Wow.